Such a silent night, morning deary...
feeling really good with listening to 'sedetik lebih' by anuar zain. he got such a beautiful voice tones.
i wish it could calm me down. Hati agak panas dengan a guy yang OMG ! seriously tatau what his problem. Engkau dah pernah cakap yang menyakitkan hati aku dulu, then now nak try chat with me. i know that you didn't realized your damn bad attitude kan? Aku takkan jaga hati kau same with you yang tak pernah jaga sensitiviti orang lain. it is just you, boleh cakap apa kau suka, boleh buat apa yang kau rasa elok pada mata kau but not others! so, my mission to you is only vengeance!(sounds cruel kan) i did some different way, i will let you greet me, and will off chat immediately. and i want you to notice it that i really mean it.ahaks! i wouldn't get rid of you from friend list but i will let you there to greet me every time you see me without response huh!
what peoples say is right! life is such a wheel. sometimes you are strongly up and sometimes you got down...salahnya engkau, bila engkau di atas, engkau memperkecilkan orang yang di bawah.
the olden and now is seriously different (nak sounds a little bit softly lah) saya tak mungkin berkawan dengan orang macam kamu lagi. i have to be choosy. I have been choosy jugak before but tak tahu macam mana kamu boleh terlepas dari my superb scanner tu. i need to upgrade la anti virus ni, macam dah out of date! hahaha..macam macam sampah yang masuk dalam kotak hidup saya.
but i still want to apologize for being like this. i have to..saya letih memberi peluang to others. do they cherish?absolutely not!..
Setiap kesabaran ada batasnya..
saya cuma mahu hidup dengan jujur pada orang lain dan diri sendiri. i can't pretend longer! saya hanya akan berkawan dengan orang yang ikhlas bukan dengan orang yang try using me sheer for own sake.
no one can beat my only orked!such a truly companion...
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